Wednesday, October 31, 2012

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Music

If you like to sing, why would you do it in some form other than what they do in music class?

I had to take a heart pill.

Fresh and Showered * * * *

I just had a nice shower and was singing.

I guess the Risperdal made me grow. 8|

But at least it wasn't like really weird.  I just seem to have stretched a bit other than having an especially wide waist.

old photos

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I'll probably take a nap b4 hallo'een.

My Dad's Looks

I dad apparently was very, very different before.  I guess he looks more like when he was younger now.

{Green and Dark Brown} Melted!

My ice cream sandwich melted!  :0

To Helena Bonham Carter

To Helena Bonham Carter:  I'm sorry I was upset.  I thought you wanted me to get it out.  Now what do I say?  I have a block in thinking, as usual and don't want to sit here and break through this, for some resaon, as usual.

I'm adding a link to this in the old posts and links to the old post in this.

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I added a link to my previous post.

Follow-Up on Orlagh Fallon

Sorry I was upset.  I don't remember why.  }:  I just wanted to make sure nothing happened.  I'm getting strange messages.  Maybe, I shouldn't talk to some people, but I will continue to keep up with you, maybe checking at least every month.

I'm posting a link that I added this in the previous post.

Previous Post

*cough* *cough* 8I

Are you okay?

If you hang out with anyone who is good, when they mess up, people will make a big deal of it.  There are people who just react a certain way.  If not, then they're bad.

Swirling Around in the Toilet

So, I felt myself bubbling in power, like bubbles were happening that I didn't have to work to make, like all in my butt and bottom of my thighs.  I keep swirling around in the toilet.

So, these bubbles were very thick and strong and meneable and pleasurable.

STOP

Stop going crazy because I'm cursing and changed my blog.

I am serious.

I do not want to be touched by my father, so the lot of you stop encouraging that.

To my dad

Are you sending me cryptic messages?

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM? I THOUGHT YOU WERE PREGNANT!!!

Wow, Orlagh Fallon is really mean.  She sides with mean people and doesn't let you defend yourself.

Or is someone fooling with me?  Because I know that's gonna go...

Follow-Up

WTF!@#*

So, only child stars and prodigies deserve to feel pleasure when they do, openly?

Tim Burton Making up Bullcrap

Why won't Tim Burton stop making up bullcrap?  It's Helena and the people in the experiment who wanted me to call his daughter a nigger.  Helena will just deny that and say I was just dreaming.  I know I pick up signals from her pretty minutely.  He seems kinda upset about my dad.  I know he's pretty English and not pretty Irish because Irish-American was pretty sucky in the 90s.  I guess it was in the 80s, too.

Fucker

Why do you keep getting hypercritical at what I say online?  Think you're something special, huh, huh?  Howcome you don't listen.  What the fuck you want, fucker?

Talking

What is up with Ellen DeGeneres?  She keeps spinning topics back around.  She thinks there's some feeling there but never talks about anything concrete.  Should she even be having a "talk show?"

Dummy

It's never right to be mean to anyone.

Dumb-Ox, Lame-Brain, Psycho, Mental Case

Website Updates

Notices

"My site may be a little slow today while I wait for the money to pay for it.​"

Afterthought|Reminder

I need to plaster this up on my website that I curse like this blatantly now because I know if I don't somehow something worse will happen later.

WOULD YOU SHUT UP, ALREADY & QUIT YOUR BULLCRAP!!!

I don't deserve Hell for thinking someone|some people wanted me to call them a nigger!

Memory

I don't know what my dad's family's problem is with sustaining feelings.

Sorry

I know this boy whose dad died.  *deleted*  I mean, I don't want my dad to die, not now.  However, I do feel a finesse for his situation.

Edit: Sorry if you don't like how I said that, but people don't like to talk!  :0  I'll think about erasing it.  Just thought I should let the world know what I posted.  :|

My dad is sick! :0

I need to figure out to plaster an explanation on my website that I've been cursing at my dad so I don't curse at other people and because I think he told other people what to do, but he may die!

The Point

So, is the point to get me offline?

*Why should I?*

Why should I submit to you, ever feel that?  I'm an adult, already.  This is all wrong and !@#*

Your Point?

So, you want to wallow and have me pick you up for no reason?

Your Point

So, when I make a point I like against you concerning someone else, then it's bad, but otherwise it's bad, too?

"I'm dysfunctional" ^0^

So, pretty much Ellen DeGeneres is either stupid or dysfunctional.  She says her only answer is an insult.

Ellen DeGeneres

I want to get out of the stress of these exercises with her.  She's older than my mom!  I don't know if I should have said that.  She just has a way of functioning, like a machine.  She goes wild with her ethnicity.  Her dad is more particular, and her mom is more like a thick ethnicity.  So, she does what she does and then it's magically it she says.

I just got really mad.

I was thinking of how Ellen DeGeneres is making statements because of the n word thing.  I don't know how to fix her problem.

Then, I was thinking of how I couldn't talk to Ellen DeGeneres.

I realized when the word *shit* came up as the result of a person, I meant to call them that.  That upset me, and I wonder who I'm gonna call shit.

YOU FUCKING IDIOT

You good for nothing lo life.

I imagined my daugther and herd  car roar by imagining a mangled girl.

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  • Happy Halloween everybody!

  • Sex With Ellen DeGeneres

    Better Than Sliced Bread! 8D

    I dream of getting that sperm for my baby.  I imagined, well, I saw a black spot on the side of the sink like a fly and then disappear, near a black smear.

    Before, I imagined a like maybe greenish illusion of a boy with light brown hair saying, "Hi, Mom," and then leaving.  I was in the garage.

    So, think of like your kids as like a loaf of bread.

    Punish me!

    What do you think of the deathly pressure to post pictures of your sibling when they were born ...

    I know I was online kinda hypnotized or maybe made the wrong decision.  I didn't really feel pressure.

    Is Ellen DeGeneres a Perceiver?

    I got the message that Ellen DeGeneres thinks I should have reshaped my view of Nell Burton.  I just judge her for what she si sis.

    I'm tired of stupid Helena Bonham Carter.

    No, I don't really want to think anyone is like stupid  in a stupid way.  I just got the message my mom was shredded before I could go trick-or-treating with her.

    Follow-Up

    Ellen DeGeneres ^--^

    Ellen doesn't listen to people who aren't all white.  I've written a lot of smart stuff.  Well, I think she's read it, found me as a Tim Burton fan.

    WAHT!?!?!?!?

    link
    Shut yo, stupid ... think you can control me?

    JUST SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE YOU GAY TWIT

    STOP MY DAD

    He thinks he can control my life.

    Did my dad

    just end up tearing down my mom?

    Cursers

    My dad thinks people who curse like him for beating me up for cursing online.

    Don't act like that didn't just happen.

    I feel that people are only communicating to me treating me like *beep*

    Then, they'll go on forever making me think of them hurting each other, day in and day out, because of the n word thing.

    I don't have to deal with their family insecurities.

    I think my mom was mad that my dad's family treated her like shit.  Well, they are shit.  They are stuck up around me all the time.  Only when they get close do they seem amiable.  That isn't often..  No, I don't like being treated like I'm not that white.  I also don't want to be duped out of meeting other people.  I also bear connections with my ancestors that they don't..  If you didn't know, it's a topic that's brought up, for some reason.  I don't think that's very interesting.  No one needs to know.  It can come up, but it shouldn't.

    Please stop being so suggestive about my mom because she's Chinese and isn't totally shit.  Yes, she has other heritages, like Dutch, maybe Middle Eastern, and Indonesian.  The Dutch controlled Indonesia for about 400 or 500 years.  The first wave of Chinese immigrants came 600 or 700 years ago, at first I thought from Midsouthern and South Southeastern China.  Then, I found they were from the Mongolian area and the Korean and Japanese area.  They were made 2nd class.  What if we classed the wo'ld?

    1 - Scandinavians
    2 - Russians
    3 - Dutch
    4 - French
    5 - English
    6 - Germans
    7 - Jewish
    8 - Chinese
    9 - Irish
    10 - Scottish
    11 - Welsh
    12 - Middle Eastern
    13 - Indian
    14 - Spanish
    15 - Italian
    16 - Japanese
    17 - Korean
    18 - African, Indonesian, Taiwan
    19 - Vietnamese, Islanders
    20 - Others
    21 - Sundanese

    Tim

    So, if my dad is shit and only cares about Nell Burton, I wonder why she's with Tim.

    My Dad

    He needs to fall to the bottom of the ocean with a rock.

    SHUT UP!

    I keep getting the idea that elle thinks like what I do is dependent on how I tick about my dad.  She thinks everything is caused by something else.  She's crazy|nuts|insane|psycho.

    Hey!

    My dad made my egg sack feel like a cane going under it.  He needs to back off and stop pretending he's Ellen DeGeneres because he rings off as crap.

    Humiliated!

    My parents ate the chocolate bars!  In the freezer!  :0

    Chinese and Italians

    I guess Chinese and Italians are grouped apart from the Jews.  I don't want to think that it works any other way.

    Check out her background: Wiki.

    The interesting part goes from 26:13 to the end.

    YouTube

    Also, I think I have Swiss and Polish Jew and found that the Swiss are more German.

    The Spanish eat rice like the Chinese.

    Every time I try to sleep!

    Since I joked around in my head that my grandma called my mom a nigger and I got mad, I was off my medicine but stopped sleeping well and dreaming about Tim Burton.  Every night, before a deep sleep going to sleep early, I have been waking up like 2, 3, or 4 times every time I sleep.

    Divine Soda Pop

    I feel like bubbly goo is swirling in my head, like divine soda pop.

    Suggestive

    Why do people born around 1957-1960 like to be so suggestive?  They appeal to a dwindling, diminishing, decreasing, devolving crowd.

    I figured out why.

    Ah yes, what about what I think when I'm not looking?  It's not supposed to affect people.  Maybe, I am mad my dad is born in 1950.  He said he was strong, but I think he was fat.  I have a friend with a really fat dad.  He's made my dad seem weak and like shit, as though he has a weak frame, though they're from New Jersey.  Their daughter is so huge, but she took medicine.  She's as tall as me.  My dad is pretty cool, but I don't know why.  He's a little mean, shitty, yet feared.  I don't know why.  Why do other people think their dads make them more special in comparison to my mom?  WTF does that mean?  How old are these people?  I've never seen a very appealing man|boy born around 1957-1961.  The younger boys, like around my age, are attractive, but that's about it, and the younger ones, just not where I'm from..  I don't give a fuck about people Ellen DeGeneres's age and my aunt.  Oh, well, yes I do like my aunts, but I think other people would like them.  I will not say that I'm crap compared to Ellen DeGeneres!  She keeps thinking I'm crap not that it's a result of where I lived and "how" I'm treated, that I'm the way my parents treat me.  I know with other people I'd be very different if I had them as parents.  It was a big part of our lives all growing up.

    My Singing!

    Just because you won a part in a movie does not mean that I deserve to be treated like shit.

    Ellen DeGeneres thinks that other people don't have any meaning because they are from or related to parents born around 1950.  She also judges people for their hair color!  =0  Then, she'll confide in shit with someone.

    I'm tired of Helena Bonham Carter and Italians being so crappy.  She seems to have killed me and condemned my existence and point of living.  She just makes up shit.  She is unclear, and it's dumb.  I get messages from her in the silence, but I've been more mad with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton and her daughter.

    I have seen people get mad at me for achieving, even though I'm half Chinese.  How can they have a handle on that?..

    So, why is it supposed that Italians and Chinese clash?  The Italians haven't eaten as many noodles.  People are mad that they get along.

    Follow-Up

    Another Post That's a Waste of My Time

    You can't really come in with a preconceived notion that you can be mean to someone because something that is a part of their life that is not their fault but may be the fault of those around them happens to hurt you in offense to them.  It tends to change the way people think and make it a big deal that it happened.

    Also, why do you think you can like hurt and overwhelm someone because you spent too much time thinking about the wrong things?

    I'm cooking big fish and zucchini. -0

    Stop!

    I forgot to put my orange juice away.

    WILL YOU SHUT UP WITH THE INSULTING, INTELLIGENT & PERVERTED CLICKS IN MY ROOM?  ARE YOU NUTS?

    Just shut up!  You stupid idiots.

    These people are being mean to me, leaving me signs.

    Now, I'm hearing other insulting noises.

    This has happened since the n word thing.

    Oh no!

    My dad said he's getting a pimple in his ear, and I think I have a minor one in the same one.  However, it makes it hard for me to eat and in a lot of pain.

    ^oo^

    how long

    like in 15 minutes

    I keep having to peee!

    I'm having a lite period.  8I

    Mahead

    I feel like air is going through my brain|head.

    I feel like I'm gonna die!

    What's with all the private hate signals?

    Like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.