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The point of the organ is to play ghostly, disgusting, somber Halloween tunes?

Ah! I'm so tired!

crrrection

3 pretty long ones.. and I'll add where I'm speaking in the ones where I'm eating

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YouTube - 1 video finished, 4 more to go, 2 very long ones

More Suggestions?

My dad keeps making suggestions.  He's retarded.  I'm tired.  Thanks, Ellen DeGeneres, your influence on my family is directly elating.

I'm eating pizza: Pizza Hut

STIM - U - LA - TION

I think I'm in on the cover that maybe I don't stimulate myself.

I was thinking my life was more normal and that I was into proper stuff, but I think that makes people mad.

I guess for some reason I've been trained to have thoughts and not experiences.

...

Wait.  What do I keep finding myself trying to not get stimulated in these abstract, obscure ways?

My Hair Color

I do want to have like a strong yet subtle hair color.  What I mean is that I want it to be like sensitive.

I noticed that everyone is fighting over hair color, particularly those who had white hair as a toddler.

I think most babies had blue-toned eyes...  Mine were not bright, at all.  When they were brown, they were reddish and orangish, but then I got glasses and they got green and yellow eventually.  Gray, too.

So, I notice that maybe I'm not in on the action of hair color.  I was born with wood color hair that looked black from far away.

Why do you have to suggest to me that I'm not white?

You'll just find out that it's not right to prevent me from acting white.

Suggestion

What do you think of people who are wide awake open to help you but themselves at the core are raised to be more intense and overly emotional?

Invincible.

So, do you believe if you are pure and perfect and completely innocent that no noise, thought, nor sound can hurt you?  No feeling nor ill will could possibly offend you.

Have you ever been sensitive to if you did "something wrong" but you didn't, technically, just are a bit clumsy or experiencing problems that factor in with your race?  That's when people are able to affect you because they convince you, like hypnotize you, that you are guilty...

Another thought that comes to mind - wait I forget now!

I'm sensitive to noise.

Why do you think you can do just whatever you want?

Don't you realize that certain actions have equal yet opposite reactions?

I mean, true, you found a way to hurt me.  I'm sensitive to noise.

I have another question.

Why is it such a big deal that I keep rehashing my thoughts on getting attention as an experiment but in a bad way.  Before the n word thing with Burton, things were more at my feet.  ':|  I'm very mad.

What's this? What a rush!

My parents set me up when we moved back to Florida but to Orlando.  We're from Southeastern and Northeastern and Southeastern and Northeastern Florida.  I tried to stay away in college, even though they kicked me out of my major.  I got very sick or tired.  I was hesitent.  I thought my life became an experiment.

It turns out, they don't want us to do things the Florida way.

I have to sit here and put up with my dad's inklings or insecurities about how he reacts to how people think of me, a good girl who's not particularly pretty yet still attractive.

halp!

I'm being haunted by a vision of my future daughter ... and son ... and husband or whatever ... because I felt bestowed upon me a sorta tacky, stimulated look of a young girl nerd with like square, polished finger nails.  I guess straight dark, shoulder-length hair.  More thick or brown glasses.  Also, slick down hair, not especially neat.  Skin that's kinda fair but not pretty.  Just a piece of crap.  Stimulated, stupid, intellectual.  Small, not skinny but not fat.  Sorta greasy or something.  The bad thing is, I got the idea I was calling someone a nigger a bit and then that I was bonking my dad on the head.  I had a dream I had to keep fighting him, and I won though it was hard.  He was talking to my grandma on the phone that night.  I got the idea she was being quickly submissive, sorta turning, and said, "Well, okay that's it."  80  First, though, I got the idea she was saying. "So, that's it?"  It's as though that's some thought that stimulates me to pleasure.  My mom thinks I take pleasure in perversion.

Dream

I don't remember my dream, at the moment.  I was making sure I did something right, and like an attempt like with a crowd with a little white boy with medium brown hair happened 3 times, like rooting and cheering but kinda silently.  I don't know why that image came up, in my sleep.  As usual, I was falling asleep and woke up at some point, I think on my sofa, with some thoughts, like a complicated way of falling into a dream.

I did remember a part of my dream, when I was awake.

Sleep Deprivation

My brain was feeling pressure, like I had to keep it from churning.  It made me wide awake.  It was so perverted.  The people in Orlando.  I haven't even been out.

Yes, 1 day makes a difference.

Didn't Sleep Much :|

One of my eyes is popping out, and my arm is falling apart in 2 different places, like I'm some dead character.

I guess I went to bed around 11 A.M.  I was sleeping on my sofa until about 1 P.M.  I went to my bed and took out my earplugs to set the alarm, but the cars woke me up in the end, though very faint.  (Ah!  I feelk my eyes just crossed.  :0  )  It turned my brain on.  I had a sorta good experience when I did fall asleep.  I think I kept getting up and felt like I wasn't sleeping much.  So, I woke up around 4 P.M.  Pressed the snooze button a few times.

I tagged the clothes.

nice coat

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halp!

I get so annoyed when cars roar by.  I have a noisemaker.  Should have gotten a fan.  The 2 I had broke.  My dad is getting one for me.

b4

You can't keep making these suggestions that me being good is bad, like before.

Self-Control

I guess people really can't control themselves.

I just thought of something.

So, supposedly when I thought someone wanted me to call them the n word, that's bad, but someone maybe making my egg sacks ruined via telepathy concentrated and such in illegal fashions is okay?

Outdone

It seems you make rules you intend to openly break.

8D

Show Off

Did you notice people with older parents like to show off?

Do you want me to just keep playing games?

Why are people reluctant to go online?

Don't hurt anyone!

If I didn't do something in a certain magnitude does not mean you can say someone else who lives life in the fast lane or curses more and stuff deserves to be treated the way they display themselves because they usually don't mean it against nice people.

Up in the Air

What do you think about people like blasting all the time that everything can't be for the better?  Who in the world is like that?  I know fat people are.

Sick

Why would you say someone should be free to be bad, and then when it comes time for you they will rub in your face how they pleasure them in a sick way for it?

Balancing Act

Where do your feelings come from?  Why can you do something to me trying to balance out the magnitude of something I did that was far from what you're doing to me?

Umm

So, you can randomly come up, when I'm doing something, and say I don't realize "it's not it?"

Nooooh

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It is no longer for sale at any online store

Oh-h

OK, so, maybe, get this.

I did some core workouts with my dad, and I joked with him snidely that was enough but asked if he wanted to do more.  I've been plagued by what I've been eating, and I feel like throwing up.

Check out this German girl.

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Calculating

I'm constantly checking myself for things I didn't do wrong that are supposedly wrong.

Even if you killed a man...

Isn't that not worse than being bad all the time in your intentions and morals?

I meant...

3 new photos  8I

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3 new photos 8}

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Newfound Freedom

People seem upset at my newfound freedom.

Getting Comfy

If people knew what you were inflicting on me through telepathy and via spying on me in my house|room, you'd be arrested and|or taken in for treatment and I'd be given lots of money and a place to live, maybe, since I need comf accomadations.

The Truth ^--^_

I guess people don't want to tell me the truth so that I don't fight with them.

Ooh!

Outfit for my friend's 18th birthday party in the city?? - Polyvore

www.polyvore.com/outfit_for_my...in.../advice.show?...

:D plus a jacket like this: http://www.ladyshop.sk/gallery/big/vila-vilusha-padded-jacket-crema.jpg white or black would be good. ROBERTO CAVALLI Topaz ...

That's That

Ellen monitors.  She thinks she's so white.  She just says, well, I'm all that.

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I edited the link to not show the Google Search Image.

Nice Warm Coat

I wish I could get this, but it only comes in XS, anyway.

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Guilt Trip

Did you ever consider the repercussions that build from listening to someone who doesn't know what they're doing?

Tweet @TheEllenShow

Here's me doing ballet in New Orleans after I got fat up north during Katrina!

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I guess you can have fun telling which one I am now.  }:)

I've met 2 prominent people from New Orleans, well 3...  It's not on my website, yet.

This just in.

I saw some people on TV.

I realized that Kate Bush is hiding, and Ellen DeGeneres is playing her.  They've thought some very stimulating, perverted thoughts, to some extent at least, about a boy.  I guess I better dish out the low down.  Kate Bush's dad is English, and her mom is Irish.  She appeals to a certain crowd, sorta a split crowd by today's standards, like Ellen DeGeneres and Tim Burton and Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter and everyone else.  They think they can have it all but that no one else can.  Anyway, so, it seems that she is trying to control how he feels and what people think of him, especially maybe in the U.S.

Guilt Trip

Why does my dad and aunts feel so guilty and now my grandma, about me?  Same goes for my mom and in turn my brother, like everyone else.

Are you following me? ^--^ 8

Why do people enter my reactions, as though I'm a programed animal, who did not do all she could?

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My dad doesn't have the right to participate in my life in comforting Nell Burton about them secretly wanting me to call them the n word.

You can't be serious..

You keep kidding around with me, and no one likes me, anymore.

I deleted the YouTube vid. 8|-

At All

So, you can't control yourself around me?

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YouTube Comments

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1st Person: Toiaslimshady - I would be so happy if Ellen was my mother
My Message: Well, that kid is very young.

1st Person: Philip Lukau - Ellen would be a perfect mother!...and Portia too
My Message: The more the merrier!

1st Person: (had lots of likes) pacrisalpe12 - CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME HOW CAN I MAKE ELLEN READ ONE LETTER? I HAVE SOME HISTORY I KNOW SHE'LL LIKE TO KNOW. But the little detail is that I am from Ecuador. This is so serious, please thumps up so everyone can see! THANKS <3
My Message: Keep following her on Twitter, Facebook, her website, and around on other forums. 8I

I fixed the link.

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